Yesterday I realized as you sat and shook

That life is no fairytale read from a book

Your eyes unfocused. Your face a flush,

The surge of worry- an adrenaline rush.

Heart is poinding as I stare at the door, 

Helplessly wondering if I would see you anymore.

I held your hand and layed my head on the rail- all I could do was cry and pray,

At this moment, I’d trade any amount in the world if only God would let you stay.

Results are in and you’re ok, 

Seems the stress in our world finally gave way.

The floods rushed in and time felt faint,

I looked at you as Christians look to a saint.

You’ve been here for me, quiet and steady in your time,

I didn’t realize the turmoil hidden behind your eyes.

I replayed our memories in my head,

And replayed every word that you’ve ever said,

And my God my God how I’m glad that your not dead.

It reminds me that this is a beginning and certainly not the end. 

Perspective comes in waves-crashing upon our shores.

Chances come in fleeting winds and pass upon unopened doors.

Cherish and be greatful for the things that you often neglect, like a smile or some sign of respect.

Love who you are but never fear the change,

If you wait too long, your life falls out of range.

As long as we’re here, we’re together in this,

And until the day I die, there is not a moment- a second that I would miss.